Chapter 1.4
She rarely socializes with her brothers' female companions, but in fact, because the female companions of her brothers are always only female companions, there will never be a change in identity.
I remember that Ye Shenkuan had a girlfriend a few years ago. At that time, he was very serious. He fell out with his family and moved out. The final ending was that he still couldn't escape the breakup. It was the first time she saw the personable elder brother gaffe. He was not actually drunk. He stood in front of the orchid shelf in the flower room with a teacup and poured a cup of hot tea, “Thousand-handed Guanyin” that bloomed just right on top of it.
And his smile was slightly tired: “The clouds are easy to disperse and the glass is fragile. Shou Shou, the beautiful things in this world have never been able to last long. ”
She was only about fifteen or sixteen years old at the time, frowning a little bit angrily: “Brother, you gave up too easily. True love is invincible. ”
Thinking about it now, it's ridiculously naive.
She and Zhang Keru did not have a deep friendship. After two months, she occasionally met Ji Nanfang and took Zhang Keru to dinner together. When Zhang Keru saw her, she hurriedly took out a few tickets from her handbag, smiled and said, “Thank you for the last time. This is my concert. Come and support my show next week. ”
Of course Shoushou took it. She had many classmates and friends, so she gave it away quickly.
So when Zhang Keru's agent Zhao Shi called her, Shoushou was very surprised.
Not many people knew her mobile phone number. Zhao Shi called the column group where she interned, and then asked for the number. Although Zhao Shi is a celebrity in the circle, this process must be very complicated and difficult. And his wording is very polite and careful. After receiving the call, she listened to him quietly and was silent for a few seconds before saying, “Then, I will go to the hospital to see her. ”
In fact, she really shouldn't have dripped such muddy water, but for a moment her heart softened, because she had also had such a stupid thought, at the moment when Yi Changning went away in spite of everything.
Zhang Keru lives in a private hospital. Her agency was very careful not to let the media discover this matter. Shoushou brought a bunch of flowers. Zhang Keru lost a lot of weight, and her face looked only a slap in the face. She didn't have makeup, and her face looked very pale. The moment she saw Shoushou, there was only a blankness in her eyes, but she looked like a girly child.
Shoushou put the flowers in, and Zhang Keru finally asked timidly, “Is she okay?" ”
Guarding the flower branches, the fresh red roses bloom so beautifully and sweetly, but they will wither tomorrow. As Brother Ye said, Caiyun is easy to disperse and the glass is fragile. The beautiful things in this world have never been able to last for a long time.
Zhang Keru was a little flustered when she saw that she didn't speak, and asked, “Is she angry?" ”
Shoushou sat down on the chair, stared into Zhang Keru's big beautiful eyes, and then sighed.
Zhang Keru was like a frightened bunny, not knowing what she was going to say.
Shoushou just described Ji Nanfang's girlfriends for so many years. Some of them she had seen with her own eyes, some she had heard of, some were amazingly beautiful, and some were not very beautiful. The longest was almost two years with Ji Nanfang intermittently, and the shortest was only two or three days. Some people cried when they broke up, but Ji Nanfang handled it beautifully. He was generous and never stingy on money.
Finally, Zhang Keru said, "Thank you, I understand. "Her face has calmed down, as if she had just woken up, sorrow gradually appeared in her eyes: “I know I shouldn't be like this, but I can't help it." ”
Shoushou remembered the words she read when she was a kid：
On a spring trip, apricot blossoms blow all over your head. Who is young on the street? Foot romantic. The concubine intends to marry her body and retire for the rest of her life. Even if you are mercilessly abandoned, you can't be ashamed.
It is only when you really love and love that you have the courage to hold a heart and let others trample on it.
After she got home, she called Ji Nanfang. The crowd on his end was noisy, laughing, shuffling... it was very lively, and it was on the card table when she heard it. Shoushou didn't know why he felt very angry: "Ji Nanfang! I have something important to find you. ”
“Huh? ”He had never heard her tone like this, and he was surprised for a while. Someone over there can be heard yelling on the phone: "Nanfang, do you want four tubes? ”
“Don't don't. "He seemed to get up, left the card table and walked to a quieter place. The noisy sound gradually disappeared, but he still felt puzzled, “What's the matter?" ”
“It's important anyway,” she said with a stern voice and a sullen face. Although she knew he couldn't see, she was still angry, “You come out to see me right now, now! ”
She knew she was a bit unreasonable, but when she thought of Zhang Keru, she always thought of herself.
This is worthless, this is not dignified, but she can’t help it. All she could do was just sadly wait for the person to turn his head, but she knows he will never look back again
