Chapter 19.2 - Hints of A Person (2)
During the winter in the 2nd year of high school, there were rumours in the school about "golden boys and girls" who did not know each other. She has always hated this jewel-like term, but when she sat on the windowsill and looked at the desolate artificial lake outside, she learned that they were talking about the top student in the arts stream, Luo Zhi and the top student in science stream, Sheng Huainan, and the corners of her mouth moved, her smile reflected in her eyes through the glass windows, showing some hope.
A little hope that made her suffer later.
Not wanting to continue this topic, she asked Baili: "Quarrel?"
"Our conversation turned sour. He is frustrated with me mentioning the old things."
"Is it?"
"Actually, he also didn't like me in high school." Belle shrugged and blurted out.
Also? Luo Zhi smiled bitterly, Jiang Baili really stabbed her in the heart.
"I confessed many times at that time and felt I was treating myself lowly, there was always a feeling of despair in the face of a setback, but he knew it, but he still wouldn't care about me, in fact, he expressed his liking very naturally. However, later, when we were really together, I started to feel that I don't have face in front of him because my past actions were very embarrassing. I was afraid that he would laugh at me and that others would think we got together because he pitied me, I didn't even dare to meet my high school classmates and obviously didn't attend the party as well. There were other reasons for not attending the party…. I am afraid that when I see the girl he liked before, I would feel embarrassed and at a complete loss "
“Baili..."
"However, this kind of thought only occurs when we quarrel, although some thoughts occasionally come up. I always don't show it. I already lost enough from the complete start, so it's better not to lose my your family's wealth.. However, no matter how I concealed it, no matter how much I pretended, it was all useless. He still remembered, he still knew, he always maintained his superiority in front of me. I love him so seriously, he also knows - the most terrifying thing is that he knows so clearly how much I love him. "
There is a clear liquid floating under Baili's eyes. Luo Zhi hurriedly went to get the tissue, but Baili held her hand.
"Therefore, this relationship is tattered, but I still refuse to give up—the thought of breaking up feels quite free and easy, but I will cry. Every time I am the one proposing the breakup, but as long as he coaxes me a bit, I will go back to him, how lowly of me. "
All of Luo Zhi's comforting words were choked in her throat, and her eyes were sore.
Baili is not beautiful, although her personality is genuine and real enough, but it was not cute, if it weren't for Luo Zhi's indifferent roommate who doesn't care about everything, They may have fought and lifted the roof of the dormitory a long time ago. However, whenever Luo Zhi thinks of such a girl who does not care about anything and desperately loves someone like a female lead in a romance novel, there is always no way to laugh coldly at her stupidity.
"He liked my good friend in high school. Don't look at him always flirting around, in fact, he still likes her. "
The dry and simple statement sounds sad.
Chen Mohan is the most beautiful girl Baili has ever seen in her life, and she is the daughter of the deputy mayor, very compatible with the handsome Gobi family and they were childhood sweethearts. Jiang Baili read bluntly. Even after reading hundreds of Taiwanese romance novels, she never thought that she, who came to the city from an ordinary junior high school, would be the deskmate of a character in a melodramatic plot.
But she didn't know that at that time, this was not the most melodramatic thing. The most melodramatic thing was that she acted as a perfect side character until today. She was featured countless times and promoted the development of the plot countless times, but in actual fact, she has nothing to do with the main story.
The perfect lover had to separate for some reason, and then she, the second female villain who has been obstructing endlessly from the beginning and has been together with the male protagonist for a period of time. Now that the two main characters have gone through a long period of separation and waiting, they will eliminate misunderstandings and clear up the past, and plan to continue to lead the story.
Even if Jiang Baili has no ambitions and regards herself as ordinary, it does not mean that she was willing.
In her first year of high school, she and Chen Mohan were at the same table. Jiang Baili came to the city from the county. On the first day, she was secretly stunned at different things and told herself that this was the city's focus, which was different from her messy ordinary middle school. These things include - new desks and chairs in the classroom, stainless steel windows, a get out of class bell that sounds as good as the little cherry maruko cartoon, clean bathrooms with mirrors, hand sanitizer and dryers, and wavy curly hair deskmate, Chen Mohan.
Baili opened her wallet and pulled out a small photo.
Baili was shocked when she saw Luo Zhi unexpectedly, and she couldn't help feeling flustered. Chen Mohan is the most beautiful woman she has ever seen in 20 years of real life. she was just a sophomore girl but had thick wavy hair and snow-white skin. Raising the corners of her red scarf and black windbreaker, in the birch forest, she strode forward, raising her head high, with a wanton smile on her face, which was extremely beautiful.
"Look, she is beautiful right, even you have this expression." Baili smiled reluctantly.
"The reason I'm surprised is that you actually have photos of your rivals in your wallet all year round. Your personality is really admirable."
Belle rolled her eyes and stared at her.
"She is my inner demon," she said frankly.
Luo Zhi gave her usual contempt for her description of this literary style: Still, no wonder you said she has no friends."
"What do you mean?"
"Even if she's not arrogant, she also won't have a so-called close friend. Schopenhauer once said that a truly beautiful woman does not have a true same-sex friend”
So, why don't you walk with your head up presumptuously?
Baili showed a slightly startled expression. Luo Zhi didn't know that her own words pierced Baili's heart and convicted all the girls in her entire high school of a sin.
Jealousy
