Chapter 41.1 - The Favored Act Recklessly Without Fear (1)
On Saturday, heavy snow blanketed everything. She got up early to wait for the bus, but it never came, so she took a taxi to the Beijing Language and Culture University, silently praying she wouldn’t be late.
The campus was almost empty that morning. After entering, she followed the test site route signs posted every ten meters. A girl in a red down jacket ran up to chat, asking if she was also looking for the exam hall. They walked together, occasionally sharing guesses about the test questions and reasons for registering for the IELTS.
“I’m studying Tourism Management. When our school started this program, they charged a lot of money and partnered with some Irish university—doesn’t have much reputation anyway. If I score over 6 on IELTS, I can go abroad in senior year for three years and get a dual degree. The master's would be from that Irish university. But I need to pass 6 first—I’m taking it for the fourth time. Last time I got 5.5, almost killed me with regret. I haven’t even passed the CET-4 exam...”
Her slightly hoarse voice didn’t carry far in the quiet campus. Luo Zhi thought of strange physics problems from junior high about how fresh snow on the ground, fluffy and porous, absorbs sound…
She got distracted but still heard the girl complaining about her parents meddling.
“These days, everyone knows it’s no longer easy to fool people about going abroad. With my situation and that Irish school, it’s obviously just about money. Nobody would want that on their resume. I told my mom I’d just come back to the province after graduation and be a front desk manager at my dad’s bathhouse. They want a master’s degree for that job—ridiculous, right?”
A dark-skinned foreigner ran by, wearing a T-shirt and thin athletic pants, smiling at them with a bright set of eight white teeth, sharply contrasting his skin tone.
“Damn, I have to say, that guy is pretty handsome,” the girl said.
Just then, the foreigner turned around and loudly replied in Mandarin with a Beijing accent, “So-so, thank you!”
Luo Zhi chuckled. After laughing, the girl grew gloomy again. “My English isn’t half as good as his Chinese.”
When they lined up at the exam venue, they said goodbye. Luo Zhi waved and wished her good luck. Turning around, she absurdly recalled a seemingly unrelated lyric: “The favored act without fear.”
Inside the exam room, everyone adjusted their wireless headsets and fiddled with pencils and erasers laid out by the examiners. They then waited bored. The man next to her looked older and cheerfully struck up a conversation: “Little sister, how many times have you taken this?”
Luo Zhi, always polite, nodded: “First time.”
“Oh, no worries, usually it gets better after the second time.”
Luo Zhi felt annoyed but smiled and said, “Good luck to you too.”
The British female proctor was kind and warm, but when she saw a girl flipping through the test paper early, she yelled sharply, “YOU!” which startled Luo Zhi so much her heart felt stabbed.
After the reading test, the proctor told everyone to place the test paper face down and not move it. The man next to Luo Zhi signaled for her to flip the paper so he could copy some answers—she indifferently looked away.
At noon, nearby restaurants were full. She bought a box of chocolate pies and a bag of milk at the supermarket.
In the afternoon, she took the speaking test. The dark-skinned Indian examiner spoke perfect American English, surprising Luo Zhi but making her happy—her American accent, learned from TV shows, was better than her British English.
They spoke quickly like in a debate but had a pleasant conversation. Luo Zhi’s throat, though recovering, was hoarse, and she often cleared it before speaking.
The examiner asked the last question:
“Why do memories sometimes differ from facts?”
Luo Zhi felt the question was aimed at her. She tilted her head and smiled:
“Maybe it’s self-protection. Facts can be harsh enough—why torture yourself in memories?”
It was a subjective, emotional answer without a list of points. The examiner paused for a few seconds, then gave her a dazzling smile.







